Be. Just breathe. Be here now. Ask Yourself, “Who am I wired up to Be?” “Who do I admire and Who can mentor me toward goals, maybe You?” Breathe again. Just as you Are becoming, you already are. Right now.
Golden Hinge poem based on “Be yourself. Be who you are.” ― from Fish In A Tree (p. 184) by Lynda Mullaly Hunt
Today’s prompt was to write about “beginning again.” the extra challenge was to write it in the form of an etheree, which is a syllable pattern. The first line is 1 syllable, the second line gets 2 syllables. The pattern continues, ending with the tenth line which has 10 syllables.
Pain— It’s not Something that I allow when You’re an acquaintance, Or someone who’s not close. If I let you in my heart— Into places I care about— There’s a big chance that you might hurt me. Will I ever let you get close again?
I always wanted three bedrooms or more a dining room with a smooth maple table and place settings for 12 fine china, Waterford crystal, shiny silver spoons.
I always wanted an inviting sectional sofa Soft fabric, huge cushions— Fort-making materials.
I always wanted an expansive kitchen with a stocked stainless steel refrigerator and a table we can gather round for meals and game night.
I always wanted a huge backyard with a cool pool for summer fun and space to run around and catch fireflies.
But, I’ll settle for a studio, a condo, a duplex— a small space with a sturdy simple sofa so long as you always come home.
I went to this website, and found a poetry form called the dizain. Here are the basic rules of the dizain:
One 10-line stanza
10 syllables per line
Employs the following rhyme scheme: ababbccdcd
Some have said that to forgive is divine— That each and every human makes mistakes. Seventy times seven, or maybe nine Is the amount to overlook the aches, No matter what caused each of the heartbreaks. You have caused several and I’ve caused a few. We argued, talked, and tried to see it through, But forgiveness doesn’t work by itself. It’s not too difficult to forgive you; The hardest one to forgive is myself.
Today’s NaPoWriMo.net prompt was to write disliking something it. Today’s VerseLove prompt was to write a poem using antonyms from the line of another poem. I tried to blend the two prompts. I was going to choose one line and evoke a poem from that, but decided, instead, to antonymize the entire poem “Lovesong for Lucinda” by Langston Hughes.
Hate Is a rotting stone Shriveling in a citrine field. Spit it out And the curse of its repulsion Will choke and ensnare you. Hate Is a Black Hole Obscuring light from the depths. Ignore too long And its icy spears Will never heal your heart. Hate Is the nethermost of the ocean Lurking in a motionless abyss. If you Will always exhale your mind Do not fall too low.
And I don’t tell him. He can see that I’m wearing a name tag which suggests that I might be someone—might even hold some authority over the grown up who just yelled at him, Or maybe not. I am sitting by myself, in the Commons composing an email. One of those, where I keep changing my mind on if it should be “reply” or “reply all.” I look up when I hear the voices, one raised. And that’s when I see him, and he see me. The expression on his face asks, Do you see this guy? in reference to the grown-up, the one with the raised voice. I am confident that my facial expression replies—just to him— I do see. He seems really frustrated. Next, my facial expression asks, Did you play a role in that frustration? and follows up with a, Don’t get me wrong. I still see your humanity, guilty or not. I know that he understands everything I am saying without saying anything. I know this because he wears a smirk that is humble, and playful, and friendly, and responsible, all at the same time (if it’s possible for a smirk to do all of those things), as he walks to the office with the grown-up, the one with the raised voice.